hurricanes a-blowin
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Tell Me Ten Words-Idlewild
my sister now can't go on her trip to n'walins because of ivan the terrible. its a business trip though, so she wouldn't really have any time for fun. oh shit i just remembered my friend mark lives down there.

::runs off to email him::

I didn't wake up until after 11 today. feeling like an extrordinary lazy ass. now i have wasted hmm, i think its going on three hrs today online. I think its the rain though, days like this make me want to stay inside and do nothing or sleep...or cuddle. but I don't got nobody to cuddle with. my fish isn't really cuddly. this is why i need a cat.

i am really inconsistent with capitalization.

me, me, me...even i am sick of hearing about myself. *sigh*

oh good news though, at least for me...my friend who i lost track of awhile back, Lisa, well i randomly found a phone number of hers from a couple years ago and called it, hoping by some slim chance she was still around, and she was! so anyway we talked like crazy for awhile (she is a chatterbox, and when I talk to her I get like that too, its kind of funny) but anyway I am going to go up to visit her in northern wisconsin one of these days. it will be awesome to see her again. she was with me when I was overseas for a semester in college, thats how we met, so she has seen me at some of my most, well, interesting moments. we'll just leave it at that. :)

I want to go to chicago this weekend. I need an excuse. maybe my friend who is leaving for Ireland soon won't be too busy to have me come visit, I should see her before she leaves anyway.

I am going to be late for work if I don't go now. Its only a two hour shift. I don't think that should be legal. someone find me a rEaL job...

departing thought...poem i found, think i wrote it like 5 years ago...

In the time it takes to bleed
one second
there can be a transport
or descending
in the time it takes to scar
years or moments
intentions or chance
only depending
how thick
how sharp
the glass
>.>.>.>>...